How wrong can one person be?? Especially one who is supposed to be intelligent?
I have not seen or heard from Zack since the last post - except a single 2 sentence email "warning" me that he is very busy. That was 6 days ago.
My fantasy bubble has burst. I am not important to him. I am not worth making the effort to be in contact with. He has become self centered and selfish - he wants me when it is convenient, when he has, apparently, nothing else to take up the 3 minutes of his time that it takes to send me an email. A phone call would take up too much of away from the others in his life. I am so far down on the list that i have become inconsequential.
Well. here I am. And there he is. Fuck him! He is the one losing out on the very best thing he has ever had in his life.
I'm moving on.
