The day got kind of complicated. Just before Zack was supposed to arrive, he called - all messed up about a crisis at work that he really had to resolve. He was almost hysterical because he did not want to disappoint me again. I was disappointed, but not for the reasons he thought. I had hoped that he was finally gotten to a point where he was going to take control of his life. This was an indication to me that he had not. I told him to do what he had to do.
He called a short time later to tell me he would be on his way over to the hotel I am staying at in about an hour. he said he hadn't eaten, so I told him I would get him some food - I was not going to play if he was too weak from hunger.
It was great to see him when I opened the door. Better than great. His face lit up as well. I made him sit down and eat before we even talked. He ate fast. It wasn't long before I had him naked and on the bed. One thing I have learned about Zack. He really gets off on getting his mind fucked. I think he will tell you that I am very very good at that. I am making him share every single fantasy he has ever had, or could even imagine. I am using those fantasies to take him to another place in his mind. When I am done with him, he barely knows who he is, never mind what work he still has to do. I fucked him every which but loose. It has been a l-o-n-g time for both of us. The cock ring came in handy, there is no way he could have held off cumming otherwise.
I actually went easy on his this time. He has had it tough these recent months. He actually is a very sensitive guy, and I am very sensitive to his needs. He needed to feel loved, appreciated, nurtured and cared for. We both got what we needed that day.
Zack brought his camera with him. He wanted to take pictures of me in my boots.. he loves my boots. I am not that comfortable in front of a camera, but I let him have his fun. I can still see him laying on the floor - naked and playing paparazzi.
After I was sated, Zack curled up on my shoulder and went to sleep. I love watching him sleep. I wish he could have stayed there all night with me - he could use a full night's sleep, that is for sure. I woke him up about 45 min before he had to leave and fucked him one more time. This time, I let him cum; it was fabulous for us both. We had to opportunity to talk about my own fantasy - I want another sub, a woman. Zack is assigned the task of finding one for me. He relishes the job, and I have no doubt he will be successful.
Stay tuned!
