Tonight is my last night at the apartment. Pretty much everything is gone, I just have to clean and it's done. It's over. I will leave here tomorrow and there will be no looking back, I guess. I will have no reason to be in the neighborhood again. Zack will have his space; no more pressure from me. No more visits.
For better or worse, this chapter of our life is over.
The next pages are blank, just waiting to be written. I wonder what they are going to say?
As always,
Love, Sarah
Thursday 30 May 2013
Sunday 26 May 2013
Slaves.. Can't Live With 'em and Can't Live Without "em...
Too fucking complicated, that's what life is! First of all, I had planned to "play" with gavin last Thurs at the apt, I didn't. I just wasn't in the mood. Mistresses don't always have to be in the mood. Besides, I think it was rushing things a bit. There was another reason, though - I didn't want him there. That has been mine and zack's place. I don't want it to be anything but that, so it will be mine and zack's place till the bitter end. Who knew i could be sentimental??
zack came over for a visit on Friday. He was very glad to be there, laying on the bed next to me, holding me, and I was glad he was there as well. I knew he was tired, we both were, so I actually hadn't intended to fuck him, but the urge came upon me in an instant. Suddenly I was very very horny and all I wanted was to feel that big cock deep inside me. I interrupted whatever he was saying (who the fuck cares what he was saying??) and ordered him to get his pants off, which he did promptly. I straddle him and pinned his arms to the bed as I slid down onto him. I was very wet and he slid in oh so easily, even though he felt very large and his cock literally filled me up. I knew this was not going to take long, I needed this in a big way.
Now, I don't know if I have ever mentioned this, but zack has a hard time shutting his mouth. I mean, he never fucking shuts up - pretty much the whole time i am fucking him, it's talk, talk, talk. Sometimes I will tell him to shut up, other times I tell him that if he doesn't shut up I will get a gag to keep him quiet. This time, I let him talk - he gets into a chant of sorts - telling me how perfect I am, how happy he is serving me, how happy it makes him when I decide i want that piece of meat he keeps between his legs. This time he added something else - he said that I was what he had been looking for his whole life, that I was what he had needed his whole life, that when he was fantasizing about the older women he had delivered papers to when he was 13 it was really me he was looking for. I took this one step forward. I whispered in his ear, while I was riding that cock of his, that I would have joyfully fucked him when he was 13 if he had shown up at my door, I would have probably enticed him into my house and kept him tied up while I fucked him day and night.
That was when he came. Suddenly, very unexpectedly, and explosively. Of course, you know what happens when he releases his hot lava into me - I cum as well. But it wasn't the same this time, it wasn't as fulfilling this time because it was unexpected. It was over before it began. No riding the orgasm wave for me.I looked into zack's eyes for what seemed like an eternity. There was clearly a look of shock and foreboding in those eyes. He was very upset, I could tell. He said he was sorry, and followed that with "it has just been such a long time..."
And then his phone rang. It was his wife and he had to leave immediately - as a result, there was no time to discuss what had happened. But for some reason, I wasn't quite as upset as I should have been. I did, however, send him an email telling him that this was exactly something my husband would say - as if it were my fault it had been "so long". All I can say is he better have a little bit of fear about what is to come.
I told gavin about zack's fuck up. he laughed; he was very glad to hear it - although he was upset for me, he was glad that zack wasn't mr. perfect. gavin plans on being far better at satisfying me. I guess time will tell. gavin has gone out of town on business for the week, so I am hoping that next week I get to visit him at his apartment, see his toys, maybe do some hot wax (he hasn't had that done to him) and generally inflict some well deserved pain. Maybe I will punish him for zack's fuck up. And I suspect it is going to be "a long time" before zack's gets to redeem himself with me. I'm going to be busy breaking in a new toy.
As always,
Love, Mistress Sarah..
zack came over for a visit on Friday. He was very glad to be there, laying on the bed next to me, holding me, and I was glad he was there as well. I knew he was tired, we both were, so I actually hadn't intended to fuck him, but the urge came upon me in an instant. Suddenly I was very very horny and all I wanted was to feel that big cock deep inside me. I interrupted whatever he was saying (who the fuck cares what he was saying??) and ordered him to get his pants off, which he did promptly. I straddle him and pinned his arms to the bed as I slid down onto him. I was very wet and he slid in oh so easily, even though he felt very large and his cock literally filled me up. I knew this was not going to take long, I needed this in a big way.
Now, I don't know if I have ever mentioned this, but zack has a hard time shutting his mouth. I mean, he never fucking shuts up - pretty much the whole time i am fucking him, it's talk, talk, talk. Sometimes I will tell him to shut up, other times I tell him that if he doesn't shut up I will get a gag to keep him quiet. This time, I let him talk - he gets into a chant of sorts - telling me how perfect I am, how happy he is serving me, how happy it makes him when I decide i want that piece of meat he keeps between his legs. This time he added something else - he said that I was what he had been looking for his whole life, that I was what he had needed his whole life, that when he was fantasizing about the older women he had delivered papers to when he was 13 it was really me he was looking for. I took this one step forward. I whispered in his ear, while I was riding that cock of his, that I would have joyfully fucked him when he was 13 if he had shown up at my door, I would have probably enticed him into my house and kept him tied up while I fucked him day and night.
That was when he came. Suddenly, very unexpectedly, and explosively. Of course, you know what happens when he releases his hot lava into me - I cum as well. But it wasn't the same this time, it wasn't as fulfilling this time because it was unexpected. It was over before it began. No riding the orgasm wave for me.I looked into zack's eyes for what seemed like an eternity. There was clearly a look of shock and foreboding in those eyes. He was very upset, I could tell. He said he was sorry, and followed that with "it has just been such a long time..."
And then his phone rang. It was his wife and he had to leave immediately - as a result, there was no time to discuss what had happened. But for some reason, I wasn't quite as upset as I should have been. I did, however, send him an email telling him that this was exactly something my husband would say - as if it were my fault it had been "so long". All I can say is he better have a little bit of fear about what is to come.
I told gavin about zack's fuck up. he laughed; he was very glad to hear it - although he was upset for me, he was glad that zack wasn't mr. perfect. gavin plans on being far better at satisfying me. I guess time will tell. gavin has gone out of town on business for the week, so I am hoping that next week I get to visit him at his apartment, see his toys, maybe do some hot wax (he hasn't had that done to him) and generally inflict some well deserved pain. Maybe I will punish him for zack's fuck up. And I suspect it is going to be "a long time" before zack's gets to redeem himself with me. I'm going to be busy breaking in a new toy.
As always,
Love, Mistress Sarah..
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