First of all, as nice as "Dale Carnegie" was, there was zero chemistry. He called me on my way to work on Friday and unless we talked about our work, the awkward silences were deafening. I haven't heard from him since, nor do I expect to.
But, the urge to be with a woman has cropped up again. So, rather impulsively, i will admit, I have responded to an ad by a "straight woman" looking to explore a relationship with a woman. She has been with a woman sexually before (I have not) and although she says she is straight, she wants that again. I wonder if that makes you Bi?? Anyway, we have chatted on the phone and via text messages. We have a lot in common and have exchanged pictures. She is quite beautiful!! Her picture turns me on. On Sat night I was dreaming about her (not zack, as I usually do). Earlier, she had told me she was going to have a sauna before going to bed. In my dream, I was with her in the sauna.
She was sitting on the bench, towel around her, head back and her eyes were closed. I was kneeing at her feet - as i slid my hands up her calves, and separated her knees - wide enough that I could plant kisses on the inside of her right knee, a little higher , and then higher up her thigh. My plan was to kiss her all the way up, across and down the other leg to her left knee. I kind of got stalled when my mouth connected with her pussy. I have never experienced this before - but it was delicious!! she was so soft there, so open and wanting me to explore deeper, which I did with my tongue she moaned - and I was so aroused that my own near orgasm woke me up. I am eager to meet her, and I believe that is going to happen on Friday. If we hit it off as I suspect we will, we will be spending the day together on Sat. This is going to be a long week! Perhaps I will get zack to prepare me for my date on Sat.
zack will not be any part of this relationship, if it develops as I hope. he will have to live the experience vicariously. As long as I share my adventure, he will be satisfied.
As always,
Love, Sarah...
