Saturday 2 March 2013

Mistress's latest revelation

Mistress told me she's looking for another toy.
I'm ready.

Zack

Zack, Zack, Zack...

It is so good to see zack back here. he is evolving, but his naivete' still shows. He seriously thinks that when he bends over, I will just whack his ass...  Well, whore-boy, your ass will be getting much more than whacked. I am going to own that ass of yours - and with my skill you will be begging me to do this over and over and over...
I can not wait until the day comes when I own that body so completely that I can do what I want, whenever I want and you will derive so much pleasure from it as well.

As for sucking cock for me?? I am sure it will happen one day.... and to experience that kind of control over zack will be the ultimate for me.

Mistress surprise

Here's what turned me on tonight...seeing Mistress posting my intimate emails on this blog for people to see.

I got a jolt because it reminded me that Mistress can do whatever she likes. My job is to trust and love Mistress Sarah.

I know she has my best interest at heart.

I want to be leashed by Mistress and for someone to see her power and control over me.

I'm eager to please Mistress Sarah

I'm thinking a lot about Mistress. I've discovered it turns me on when Mistress talks about flirting with other men. I guess that brings out the true submissive in me.  I like Mistress to feel free to express her sexuality however she likes--and know I remain her devoted slave.

A while ago, I was in a men's room in a restaurant and she just barged in. She started speaking to me in her way in the washroom. It was such a turn-on. I thought she might fuck me then and there, but she didn't.

I like it when Mistress dresses like a Leather Bitch. Even in public, just wearing her leather jacket, she looks so hot.

I need to be Mistress's whore boy so badly. I want to prove that I'm a better submissive by bending over and letting her whack my ass. I want her to feel that she can safely take out her aggression on me.

A good slave shuts the fuck up and takes whatever Mistress decides SHE wants.

I want to become this slave because I love Mistress.

Zack
Mistress Sarah understands me.
I feel like she is becoming more Dominant and more willing to act in a truly Dominant way, even ramping up humiliation.

I need Mistress Sarah's control. She has been talking recently about her attraction for black males. She has talked about finding a submissive black male and forcing me to watch her with him. She even mentioned finding a big black cock to fuck in front of me. That gave me a huge jolt.

I think Mistress Sarah would look incredible with a black man -- the contrast between skin tones and forcing me, as her willing slave, to obey and listen and watch or even leave...whatever Mistress wants, I want Mistress to have.

I want Mistress to go further. I want to hear her sneer at me and order me to do things. I like feeling a bit of fear when I'm with my Mistress.

She's incredibly loving. But love can take many forms. Allowing me to grow into the slave that I can become, living  up to my potential as a slave, is one way for Mistress to show her love.

One day I would like Mistress to take me to subspace and force me to give oral sex to a man, maybe one of her lovers, with her pulling my hair, forcing me to do this, talking to me, ordering me, calling me a slut and a whore, HER slut, HER whore.

After she has pimped me out in this way, the man could throw a $20 bill at me and walk out, because that would reinforce the fantasy of being Mistress's whore. Then she could fuck my face, order me not to come, then have me do chores for her.

I am Mistress's slut.

Zack

How Time Flies...

Zack and I have been busy. We have spent a lot of time lately getting ourselves back on track.  I am happy to report, that we are still together, and now, I think stronger than ever. Last year was a rough one, and not anything I ever want to repeat. If we learned anything, however, it is that we are so much better together than apart.

I believe zack when he tells me that he is hoping we go deeper into this M/s relationship. I'm ready. I believe he is as well.